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These are some of my poems I've written. They're not intended to be great, but I write them when I feel like I need to express myself. Untitled You think that you know me; You don't. You think you understand me; You can't. You think that I'm fine; I'm not. You think that I'm content; I'm not. You think that I'm perfect, You think that I'm happy, You think that I'm cheerful, Well, I'm not, I'm not and I'm not. You try to help me, You try to talk to me, I push you away; I say that I'm fine, But I'm not fine, I'm not. Untitled I pretend I'm so strong, I put on a face, my shield. There's nothing wrong I'm fine. But inside it's different. My feelings of hatred, Build up in my mind, Swirling around, I hate me. My ugly appearance, I hate my looks. I have no patience, For my worthless mind. I push away your offer. And I say that I'm okay, But I really want your help, To make this all just go away. I'm filled up inside with lies, About myself and how I feel To break down and ask for help, Would be something quite surreal. So if you can hear me, If you can somehow know. Please come and reach out to me, And show me where to go… Switch I am slowly pushed away, By my friends, my family and you I feel so odd and worthless alone, but really, what can I do? Life used to be good, People liked me and people cared. They wanted to know me, But now they want back what they shared I cannot stand what I now have become I wish someone else could just take my place, To see what it's like to truly be me A useless mistake, a pathetic disgrace. You look at me, like I'm not even there. You don't see me, and you don't seem to care. Your feelings have vanished, all your thoughts of me are blank, I don't even exist anymore, Guess who's to thank? Now I'm all by myself, Want to know how I feel? Like everyone hates me, I want out of this deal. But you're okay and you're alright, that's all that matters in the end, But I wish you were still here with me, at my side and my best friend Aching Nobody knows how I'm aching inside nobody knows my endless pain my life is falling apart in front of me But I can do nothing My soul aches for someone or something to comfort it but nobody is there nobody is ever there They all know nothing they go on thinking I'm okay, that I'm fine But I'm not, I'm aching inside Wishing Never Helps I'm sitting alone again, the scenery is different, but I'm still alone Sitting with nobody never changes, no matter where you are It always hurts, always makes you cry. Nobody wants you, and nobody needs you People laugh and people point At the loser girl who's by herself But did I make this choice? Maybe I did, maybe I didn't. But who's to know? All I know is that I'm alone and I'm wishing that I wasn't Perfection I want to trade my life with someone. So just once I could be, what I want to be, To be free and happy But I'm trapped in my life Silently screaming to others But they never hear me They don't want to They don't care They never will |
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